I'm working on myself and trying to be better, but it's just so time consuming. Being a better girlfriend means I don't have as much time to be a better friend which means I don't have enough time to be a better student. I should be taking different inefficient or detrimental energies and using them in different places, but it takes a lot of metacognitiveness to accomplish that goal. Taking the energy from being a silly girlfriend with silly jealousy issues and reworking that energy into my schoolwork. Taking the procrastination time (of which I'm so fond) from my schoolwork and energizing my friendships. Talking takes time, after all.
Being purposeful.
Being diligent.
Being everywhere at once is stressful.
This is turning prose-y, but I don't mind.
Tuesday, February 15, 2011
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