Monday, August 23, 2010

Not so bad

So, today was Monday and thus my first real week of classes at State. I sat in a cold History lecture, a chemistry lecture with over 200 people in it, and a smaller Spanish class that I don't feel terribly prepared for. I walked home alone in the pouring rain with no raincoat or umbrella, and my air conditioner broke because I put it on heat because I was freezing from the rain. The nice Guatemalan guy, Oscar, who fixes everything at the hotel started hitting on me which made me feel uncomfortable, and I'm getting to bed later than I'd hoped because I'm really tired but I tried to do all of the work I'd planned on doing.
But you know what? I called Will, and he, Adam, and I went to get dinner from Zaxbys, so I ate good chicken for dinner, and then Adam showed me pictures from his senior year while I just chilled. All of the work I feel like I need to get done is actually just me outlining everything I read like a freak, and if I end up reading without outlining because it's getting too late, it's not the end of the world. I have a roof over my head, food in my belly, a family and friends who love me, a boyfriend who's trying his hardest to support me, and the tiniest bit of faith in my heart. I may not feel this optimistic tomorrow, but I think things may actually turn out okay.
You know why? Because I'm Caroline Motherfucking Sellers, and I can take on the world if I wanted to. (But please, world, try not to send me much worse than what I've already experienced? Thanks!)

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