Popeyes, overcast skies, and suspense

I greatly enjoy getting off campus and getting Popeyes with friends. It just helps to switch up the daily routine that I get stuck (and depressed) with, and it's a nice time to chat with my friends in a way that we really never can on campus because there's so much other stuff going on.

I'm wearing a dress! More importantly, I'm wearing a dress without shaving my legs or showering, and I still look good. Self-confidence is something that needs to be reshaped and revised every day, and I've expanded my confidence today. I'm pretty proud of myself.

I'm excited to meet Ed (Sis' boyfriend) this weekend. I've brought him up a few times at SMCM, but it's a difficult (and unnecessary) thing to discuss here. I'm just so excited that Sissy has a boyfriend. She hasn't had one in... man, almost five years? Maybe four. She's dated guys, but all they ever wanted from her was a booty call, and she was really starting to think she'd just be alone forever until she met Ed. Even if things don't work out with him in the end, at least he's proven to Sis that there are sweet guys her age that aren't just looking for some hit it and quit it.

Man, right now for me is just senior year on repeat. I check my NCSU application status every day. I'm so nervous that I won't get it, which I know is preposterous because 60% of transfer applicants are accepted, and I'm also overqualified for the school, but it's still nerve-racking that I'm not accepted yet. What do I tell my advisor? "Yeah, I'm transferring next year, and I don't have my acceptance yet, but don't worry. I'm not signing up for classes." I'm pretty sure I'm insane or something.

Stop. Stop it. I can't think pessimistically or else I'll actually go insane (again). Let's stray away from this topic.

I'm going to do Psych for tomorrow and then read for Lit for Monday. I'm on the ball! I'm on top of my game! I'm GSD!

And no, I won't think about bad things because they won't happen and that's that.