There is just utterly too much happening (and not happening) in my life right now. I never would've thought that transferring would be this freaking hard, not in a million years. I'm a good student, right? Why can't you just accept me, or at least give me a pat on the back and some sympathy for the fact that I need to take another course? It's not a very good feeling, knowing a school doesn't really want you and that they'll just take you if they have enough spaces. And I mean it's a really confidence-crushing feeling. At least Lou cheered me up a bit by boosting my self-esteem.
I just don't understand how so many roadblocks could occur for this simple situation. I can't get into NCSU because I don't have enough hours and I haven't taken a math course. Okay, that's cool, I'll just take a course at HCC. Oh, I can't because the class gets out too late. Okay, well I can deal with that and take a hella expensive online math course. Oh, the site crashes so I can't even sign up on time? And I have to wait for over two and a half hours in my room with my obnoxious-as-fuck roommate because the counselor who was helping me forgot to call me back and tell me I can't register right now anyway? Well, that's just fine and freaking dandy.
And I feel like such a whiner right now, and I hate it so much. I hate making people listen to me talk about my problems because I know I'm not the only person in the world with problems and that most people actually have to deal with worse shit than I do. I like the support that my friends give me - I just hate having to ask for it by being a whining bitch.
Well, I guess I should study some for Psych in the morning. At least Nique finally got off the phone after she'd been on it since 2PM. I've had to listen to her talk on the phone for over four hours today. Sigh.
When will it stop raining problems in the world?
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