Been busy spending money and being lazy

Goodness, it's almost scary how much money I spend as soon as the days get longer and the weather gets warmer. I'm just so happy to get out of the house/off campus/back in Howard County that I end up spending tons of cash! I'm so lucky that my mom (and dad) are so generous and everything, but I'm worried I'm not really able to control it. I'm trying to stay in the house today (except I had a dentist appointment this morning and Will and Austin and I are going to a concert tonight) so that I don't end up going to the mall or to DSW (Da Shoe Warehouse, as Will calls it) or to Baskin Robbins or something. It's... it's a problem. A fun, terrifying, problematic problem. One good thing out of this, though, is I've spent a lot of time with my mom this week which usually doesn't happen AND I got my prom dress (and prom shoes)!

So yeah, I'm going to a concert with Will and Austin tonight. I bought tickets to Tobymac for Will and me for his Valentines Day present. Sadly, I'm not too excited, seeing as I don't really listen to Tobymac anymore ever since I slipped out of the church. I worry that tonight's concert may be too yeah-Jesus and boo-sinners. It's not that I'm not a Christian anymore - it's how I was raised, and the church is the one thing that got me through Katrina (even though later it decided to become a bitch). I'm just a much more liberal, open-minded Christian than most, and most of these Christian concerts are filled with hardcore, close-minded Christians (like I used to be) who will probably end up rubbing me the wrong way and I'll probably rub them the wrong way, too. At least I'll have Austin and Will both there; they've always been more tolerant of me and my crazy ways.

When I'm home, I have enough time to get depressed, which I find funny. Well, it's not really depressed (I'm not having many scary, sad thoughts) - it's more of that I'm lethargic. Incredibly lethargic. Oh, lazy Caroline. I'd rather lay in my bed, reading, sleeping, or surfing the web, than do most anything.