Blogging from the Library

I'm so cool, blogging from the library. I'm determined to write this freaking term paper today and turn it in for feedback tomorrow, but it's so hard to really dive in to something that seems so big. If only I could just cite Wikipedia; it would make things so much easier.
There are so many countdowns in my life right now, and there's so much up in the air, and I hate not knowing about the future (and since you can't really know anything for sure in life, I'm in a constant state of mild anxiety).
But one step at a time. Get the term paper done today. Get my KD exam study guide done tomorrow. Get my chemistry exam study guide done on Saturday. Get my calculus exam study guide done on Sunday. Work work work. Learn learn learn. And as the seconds tick by, I'm that much closer to knowing how my future will play out. It's like watching a story being written one letter at a time - it unfolds before you, and things that just look like a bunch of characters smushed together without meaning suddenly form words that form clauses that form sentences that form paragraphs that form chapters that form my life.
I like it when my poetical side takes over. It's such a relief.